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28.10.2021

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bueno 786052 | malo 111
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puntos 47 | votos: 47
i just wanna - be chill w a boy
puntos 737 | votos: 737
cute guys who - are cute and hot
puntos 48 | votos: 48
Like si - te gustan las cosas dulces
puntos 737 | votos: 737
that moment - when gus fring like planning organization organizing of ideas and
goals and preparation of stuff to carry with me save my mental health
and make my life easier
puntos 737 | votos: 737
im so gay -

puntos 737 | votos: 737
looking for a nice book -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
en ocasiones tomar te - es relajante
puntos 737 | votos: 737
gatos -
puntos 88 | votos: 88
the boyfriend of my dreams - one i havent found yet, someone who is kind and sensitive but also
strong and resilient and kind of a caretaker for me
puntos 14 | votos: 14
I just wanna be alright - and anxiety-free, smoke-free, avoid alcohol and life a calm,
non-rushed life, an organized and cautious but relaxed life.

puntos 14 | votos: 14
I just love being cozy and safe - and i hope everyone was instead of hating each other
puntos 13 | votos: 13
Our brains are more sensitive - to negative than positive stuff, but we can lend them a helping hand
by being kind and focusing on the positive sides of life, consuming
positive content.
puntos 14 | votos: 14
hiii (desmoblog entry, 21/2/2025) - so imma journal here a little... i wanna tell you about some awful
things that scared me. i was looking, like the curious guy I am, for
stuff on youtube. and well, i have always had a pull towards dark
stuff. fear, psychological horror. i seeked it because ever since i
was a child i was very sensitive to it. or perhaps i found it
casually, i dont remember tbh. the thing is it scared me a lot. there
were those psa style commercials that aim to raise awareness of
harmful stuff and many of them can be quite gory, graphic, disturbing,
cause anxiety. i made a mistake, perhaps, of clicking into a
compilation of the most disturbing ones, dealing with heavy topics
like human trafficking, child abuse, hunger and poverty, animal
cruelty. it was just awful and not good for my mental health. it also
hit my emotions and made me cry and feel sorry for all humans
suffering. the anti smoking ads scared me a lot, i mean it, which is
probably the best thing i got out of that video because now i dont
wanna touch a cigarette ever again in my life and im certain i can
rejoin the anti smoking discord communities because there is no risk
of me relapsing, those things are effective at scaring you. so yeah,
that was the positive side. and, well, apart from disturbing me and
scaring me, the ads hit my empathy and made me wanna donate to
charities that help people who are suffering from those heavy and
awful issues. i plan to do it on my birthday, ask for money from my
parents and donate it. i could make it a yearly thing.

not only it made me cry for others, it disturbed me and made me afraid
of those things ever happening to me. safety is important, and teen
brains are impulsive, they often underestimate it. that is the reason
i started smoking and continued for two years. thankfully it wasnt
heavy smoking. As of today, I am 4 months and one day smoke-free. that
is, one hundred and twenty-four days completely smoke-free. i had
temptations, but i guarantee that after watching those awful and
disgusting psa adverts, none remain. i dont wanna get arterial plaque
and cancer, i really dont. fear is useful sometimes. this wasnt even
my first experience with disturbing psa adverts, but it was the first
time that i got something positive out of it. not smoking, donating,
extreming road safety caution, not handling fireworks at all and
getting away from fireworks. i love safety. i could even say, i am
kinda like gustavo fring from BrBa and BCS. i have some safety
worries, and i cherish the part of me that wants to protect me, even
if it gets too scared sometimes. i love that part of me. i just wanna
be calm while i stay safe, i dont wanna be anxious all the time. 

ideas for keeping that safety focused vibe are carrying food, water
and meds with you, heightened caution in roads, chamomile tea during
the evenings and during anxiety moments (i am having one right now),
staying smoke-free and alcohol-free, self esteem, self positive talk,
consuming more positive content online (basically not making this
watching of disturbing exaggerated gory content something frequent,
not even remotely so, its terrible for my peace of mind.) but yeah,
imma handle it well. its all in my head after all, in real life i am
safe and i can show my nervous system that. just consuming calm
content and music that makes me feel safe. 124 days... its huge. i
hope my body will bounce back quickly from any damage. i am strong.
gosh, we discussed it in therapy.... i have brought anger up in
therapy, but its really time i bring up fear. how to use it wisely,
not let it take over. i felt safe in therapy. admitting i am
overworried, overthinker, hypocondriac, sensitive, very, very, very
fucking sensitive since forever. gosh, i hate it and sometimes i try
to hide it, as if it was a weakness, but i am the most sensitive
person i know. i have nightmares over stuff others consider mild. i
have intrusive thoughts and images that i deal with almost daily. and
yet, my life is not bad, and it is infinitely better than before. i
just wanna bounce back emotionally, forget about things sometimes, you
know. and the good part about sensitivity is i am also sensitive to
good stuff. calm, a privacy-focused browser like firefox, search
engines like startpage, chamomile tea, caffeine, food, i appreciate
those a lot. i have tons of empathy too. like, a fuck ton. i just hide
it sometimes, because i was taken advantage of when i was soft. but i
am sensitive to cozy stuff. tasty cookies, my red hair over my eyes
signaling safety, a cute blonde guys presence, a hot shower, cozy
bedsheets, talking with online friends... so yeah, i am very, very
sensitive. when i was 9yo or so i started to cry when i came home
because the teacher acted offended over a comment i made. i just cry
and have nightmares over stuff other people wouldnt. i am sensitive,
very sentitive, and i have tons of empathy. okay, here i close this
blog entry, stay safe.
puntos 736 | votos: 736
dream place -
puntos 14 | votos: 14
fbg -

puntos 736 | votos: 736
rbgtr -
puntos 47 | votos: 47
me -
puntos 0 | votos: 0
my dreams -
puntos 0 | votos: 2
q bonito - uwu
puntos 737 | votos: 737
vamos de fiesta -

puntos 737 | votos: 737
uma delicia -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
arroz con fuego - que rico
puntos 0 | votos: 0
images.jpg - definicion grafica
puntos 737 | votos: 737
I fucked her friend, I liked it -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
, -

puntos 737 | votos: 737
ok -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
Im so valid, you can fuck with me -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
I wanna haunt you -
puntos 736 | votos: 736
ok -
puntos 14 | votos: 16
callate -

puntos 736 | votos: 738
Ron Kamonohashi - es gay
puntos 736 | votos: 738
mi canal de yutub -
puntos 47 | votos: 49
yooooo -
puntos 737 | votos: 739
puede ser -
puntos 737 | votos: 739
bueno -

puntos 737 | votos: 739
gatos -
puntos 737 | votos: 739
eso q -
puntos 737 | votos: 739
?? -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
a bueno -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
Capitalismo -

puntos 737 | votos: 737
Comunismo chad y sigma -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
Frases -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
Madcaplaughs -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
Sigma y basado -
puntos 736 | votos: 736
El presidente de eeuu -

puntos 736 | votos: 736
El presidente de Argentina -
puntos 736 | votos: 736
La casa mas lujosa - de LatAm
puntos 736 | votos: 736
Prisiones en Noruega -
puntos 737 | votos: 737
En ocasiones podríamos - salir por las noches
puntos 737 | votos: 737
Por aquellas veces en las que - nos encontramos personas muy atractivas que nunca volvemos a ver.





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